AlteringAlteration

this is the last post for this semester..
its the end.. i cant believe it..

DAS, MMU ramadhan IV, debate workshop...
only those two, but it brings a lot of impact on what is coming...
hurmm.. its the spices of this life rite..
people changes.. the one that existed before now gone.. undoubtedly..
well.. i guess its time for me to rest my head n head for a new beginning..
FESCO, JtechX, ROYALS...
i hope that i can cope with these inevitable future..
excited but also nervous and thrilled to face these things..
phew..
last but not least, this sem is absolutely better than the last one..

i might not be able to update this in quite a while.. no internet at home.. therefore, pls understand that i m not going to let this blog bersawang..

til then.. adieu... ^_^

well.. da lme xupdate blog.. there are multiple reasons why this blog has been in silence..
most of u know it rite....

i have been spending all these days after 18th nov (paper hbs) up until now in UTP by
studying, reading case studies, eseiment dude! and etc..
hehe..
ok.. stop those crap! i aint fooling nobody.. darn it..

ignorance is bliss... but i noe for sure that these enjoyable moments wont last forever.. the tide is changing and i am starting to be in front of a stockpile of workloads!

hope that i can endure these tiring change of times..

btw, its all over.. not just the semester is gone.. but the whole year is gone.. i have evolved into a better person than before i hope.. :)

i dn have picts to depicts the year.. i m sory. too lazy to find one and post one here.. nk men game sgt ni sbnrnye.. :)

til next year lads.. the memories never die and i will always cherish it in my life.. nite n gudluck to all of u yg ngah berexam.. :)

hi.. sempena start paper esok, nk wish sume, slamat berexam! smoge maju jaya!

silap exam plak! lol.. :P

ni la keadaan aku esok.. kot.. lalalala~

i juz got a call... a very dear fren of mine called and said, hey! i m drunk rite now n i feel guilty to u..

wth? wt are u trying to prove? in any religion, drinking is not a good thing.. i hv advised u not to do so..
u r not that stupid.. u r able to think well... u r one of the most sensible person i hv ever met n u did those things juz becos u wanted to get rid of ur problems...
i m dissappointed...
i got a conversation on ym before that has advise me to talk to him becoz the person believe that my friend has changed a lot... it made me think.. was his act juz now is becoz of me abondoning him.. i agree that i have less conversation with him lately... i agree that distance has pull us apart... but why do such things... damn it.. i really dun noe what to think rite now...
i m frustrated in u.. i trusts u not to do anything stupid on ur own.. it feels like i have lost the only best fren that i have ever had... when i know him, he always so sensible.. even with a lot of probs, he dont do stupid things... but now, he is a reckless person..
i dn noe wt went wrong.. maybe he thinks that getting drunk is not a prob becoz his community (friends rite now) always drink and all... but i do believe that he is not him anymore...
drastic changes... i am disappointed with u.. really2...
in a way, i think that it is my fault not to stop him with all my will... i didnt do it becoz i believe in him.. i believe that he is sensible and thoughtful enough not to drink even though his friends are... i should have done better...
theres nothing so sucks like the one is happening rite now... i jz hope that he is lying.. it struck me so hard!
pls my fren, dn be like them as u r not like them... be whoever u r n never follow others that will ruin ur life.. u r always like that... that is ur advise to me... now, i dn noe what u r...
what ever it is, what ever u do, i condemn all the bad ones n i jz really hope that u r safe n sound... thats all i can do.. hope... i m sorry my friend to have abondon u....